I was telling a friend the other day all about the post and my surprise at its reception in the blogosphere, about how I loved it, but how I didn't want to be labeled as "that blogger who had the eating disorder." She then confessed to me that she had been a wintergirl, too, back in college, and how our stories need to get out. "If that helped one girl, it was worth it." I sort-of, kind-of cried again. It wasn't pretty. But it was wonderful, too.
I blame all of you. ALL of you.
A little over a year ago, I made the decision that I was going to put all of my fears aside and try to write this story that had been in my head for ages. I stepped into this world of tweeting, blogging, #1k1hrs, and conferences with no idea about what I was getting into. I now giggle about then-me. She was soooooo cute with her wide-eyes and giant expectations! But, though I haven't achieved the totally unrealistic dreams that 1-year-ago-me had expected to achieve by this date, I've gained so much more than I'd ever anticipated.
|I'm a Philly-area girl. Of COURSE I'd have these coasters!|
1. Twitter. I joined twitter for three reasons:
- To fangirl my favorite authors
- To follow book bloggers I liked and to get their recommendations on what to read/not to read
- To learn more about the publishing industry
- And I can't forget that I also made sure to follow my knitting friends! Yarn forever.
2. SCBWI and all of my friends *BIG SMOOSHY HUG*
I'm a nerdy, geeky, bookish girl. I never really felt like I fit in anywhere... and believe me, I tried.(uhm, Star Trek meetups, anyone? Not the conventions or the online RPG forums, just meeting with Star Trek fans monthly at the local diner. It was... interesting. I lasted about two meetups) We shall not speak about my awkward forays into "just getting out there and meeting people." But SCBWI automatically felt like home. And the Poconos conference? I'm still so thankful that Kim talked me into going. Because I fell into a family of awesomeness and found my "tribe."
3. An enormous TBR pile. And a smaller bank account.
Uh, yeah, that might be a downside.
4. All of you who follow this blog and whose blogs I follow.
Your comments make me grin (and made me cry.) Your posts give me something to read when I'm procrastinating on my WIP. I love hearing about your journeys and can't wait to hold some of your books in my hands when you do get published. I fangirl so hard over all of you.
|Miss Phoebe-cat (a bit blurry! Sorry, she kept moving!) says she loves you, too!|